hi im Jenesa.
I am a 21y/o artist from central Texas. I
really love the arts. I am specifically into
drawing/painting/illustration and music. Im also facsented by technical stuff too
like engeneering, urban planning, coding, electronics and cars; but im mostly just facsentaed by
that
stuff. I havent gotten into it like i have with my art. Althogh I have been repairing smalll things
around the house
and I've been dabbling in wood working.
nowadays i spend most of my time coding this
website. I am no longer a rotting pile of
meat and bones ontop of a bed. although i would prefer to be a real person of the real world. but
i cannot for the life of me find a reason to get out of the house. it just so unihabitable outside
this room.
so i stay here coding up this site. which is
something i really quite enjoy.
participating in the indie web
has given me space to be creative and social and ive been feeling more like myself because of it.
this site is buliding out to be my personal
internet directory. a place to ground
myself in the internet realm. a place to keep and access my digital things. a library if you will.
yall can enjoy it too if you'd like.
Hobbies
- drawing
- painting
- fixing/building/crafting
- searchng for music/art
- plaing guitar
- coding
- writing
- singing
- being outside
- collecting physical media/ trinkets
- designing nice things
- studying/researching
- the art of relaxation
Likes
- music that puts the ooove im my groove
- every color other than purple
- i have forgiven purple
- good enviroment design(urban planning/ergonomic workspaces/feng shui)
- optimization
- i love art. i live for art.
- Adam Savage
- cars/trains/mortorcycles/bicycles/military vehicles
- fashion
- my jackets + my shades
- my bike
- my room/studio
- ricky(lamp)
- finding nice junk to make cool things out of
- vodka/sake
- transformers
- splatoon
- my cat janelle
- my best friend hassan
Dislikes
- the sound of people watching tik toks
- tik tok
- planet fitness music
- people who have their phone volume up in public
- driving(dumbifying road design)
- wage enslavement
- car dependency
- the mass production and ubiquity of low quality disposable products(pre-made trash)
- highly proccessed 'foods'(added sugar and oil(it hurts so bad pls))
- food deserts
- big car go VROOM VROOM(dude were in the suburbs)
- smart TVs/ad rape
- cops, lawers, court, bureaucracy/stupid people telling me what to do
- purple
- lawn mowers/front lawns
questionnaire by burypink
1) time and date u started this?
mon/oct/13 @11:57am
2) asl?
age: 21 sex: female (got that autistic androgyny) location: fuck ass town in texas
3) opinions on musicals?
good art is good art.
4) favorite snack?
i want a meal
5) have u ever been in love?
no. not romantically.
6) favorite pokemon?
i kinda hate pokemon. cuz all the consumerism and malls and stuff. not that the thing itself is bad.
7) mario kart main?
i dont like mario cart
8) tf2 main?
babba boui
9) do you laugh at youtube poops?
yea
10) are you listening to music right now?
yes listening to my song blue sky sun rise on repeat because it feels nice. wupple bou is a better name.
11) favorite shape?
dynamic shapes
12) do you believe in astrology?
i believe thoes great things outside of earth effect us itty bitty humans
13) do you believe in the occult?
there are things we do not understand. all legends come from truth. we find ways to explain it. most explainations are bull shit. lotta shit people just made up. we have been finding some explinations to esoteric phenonenon. infared sound can cause people to feel 'haunted' even see ghosts. the frequencies can resonate your eyeballs. make you see things. we have been able to record peoples electromagnetic fields or vibes.
14) opinions on vocaloid?
15) would you ever want to be a rockstar?
i am a rock star
16) do you easily get stressed?
to easy. but i think its more im put into stupid situations. putting a square in a round hole.
17) what is/was your favorite class in high school?
shop/art everything else was just fucking useless
18) what pokemon type would you be? dual types are allowed lol
jfdsjkdjhfga nfdh
19) rei or asuka?
20) favorite html tag?
not fond of any of them really. just know them.
21) are you religious?
spiritual
22) opinions on nightcore?
i havent the ground to speak on this subject
23) did you go through any major phase? (emo, goth, weeaboo, etc)
i was mute for a year. and i tried to avoid smiling. i wasnt tryna be nothing i just didnt want to talk to anybody. i was working through some heavy trama. not smiling i just wanted ppl to leave me alone.
24) are you good at drawing?
yes. it was like the only thing i did for like idk 7yrs. and it was that time when industry professinals were posting a lot of top quality lessions on yt.
25) do you crack your joints?
yup. i snap crackle and pop. not good ik.
26) do you read visual novels?
i like comics and that. but cost bones.
27) can you sew?
i can embroider.
28) can you cook?
salt veggies fried up w some meat(not chicken or pork). add broth to make soup. i can also make salad. and gf pizza.
29) most expensive thing you've bought?
idk i bought a ping pong table so i could bond w my family. but turns out we just dont like eachother in very fundamental ways.
i had to pay this woman off for backing into her car. i was high and my mom told me to back my car out the drive way. i told her i was high but she was like just do it. so i was like fine fuckever. and i reversed right into a door dash drivers car. they were delivering food to the neighbor. that ate so much of my fist money. i couldve used to get out. im so pissed about that. knew i wasnt good for it. ive learned to never trust my mothers judgment. ive been caught im my worst outfits becasue of her. the humiliation.
30) opinions on cosplay?
awesome
31) what's your most hated band/musician?
machine gun kelly. knew this cunt that gushed over this man. hes a white guy. a large boy. can some one play the dollz ew!!
32) are you a dramatic person?
idk am i? i feel like some people would say that, some would say im the opposite. id say i care about what i care about.
33) what emoticon do you use most?
:0
34) can a miracle certainly occur?
a miracale that it is
35) would you let a vampire suck ur blood?
if they were nice
36) do you have a celebrity crush?
to many. but celebrities are like literaly some of the hottest people. lenny kravitz lisa monet angalina jole dayrl hanna i like pretty girls and hot dudes. my list is endless.
37) do you like snow?
yea. cold weather is exilerating
38) were you really into greek mythology as a kid?
really like percy jackson. wanted to be at camp half blood.
39) what are some things you could competently deliver a speech on?
composition? why everything would be better if we designed our cities human scale. and were generally more whollistic and didnt try to pretend we are seperate from nature. um my knowlage is fractal
40) are you good at spelling?
no. if you are you are wrong.
41) which touhou wud u fuk?
the one that has your moms big fat stupid face on it
42) do you think there's going to be a robot takeover?
no. more a bunch of assholes using robots.
43) HAS SCIENCE GONE TOO FAR??!?!??!?!
not possible. only in the wrong direction.
44) would you be an angel or devil?
arent devils angels? i am not a partizen nigga. god will not make chose sides. i will do my own thing. punk ass control freak.
45) sine, cosine, or tangent?
never learned what this ment.
46) do you like licorice?
would i like to burn in hell untill the end of time and then the time after that and so on?
47) whats one thing you cant stand that everyone else loves?
idk. shopping. oh sugar. it makes me feel bad and i cant avoid cuz im poor and on that dollor general diet.
48) what books did you like as a kid?
si-fi novels ,graphic novels, ripley's believe it or not. eye spy. christmas catalogs. spy school percy jackson rabbit and robot diary of a wimpy kid
49) can you play any instruments?
played trumbone in middle school. cuz i like slide wistles. i play guitar now. not well.
50) what song would you want to play at your wedding?
im not getting married fuck off
51) do you believe in reincarnation?
we are recyled
52) finish the sentence: I'm just a guy who ______
is a guy who ______
53) have you been to another continent?
ive been near canada
54) whats your worst habit?
picking at my flesh. ugh. i have been spinning my pencil to try to keep me from it. it has been working.
55) favorite vegetable?
tomato
56) whats something stupid that scared the shit outta you as a kid?
at my dads house they put all my step bros old stuffed animals in my room on my sisters bed. they were all facing my bed there was alot of them. including a giant talking tiger. and i felt them staring at me every night. i would only go to sleep when i saw the morning light. also bathrooms. i pissed my self alot cuz i didnt want to go to the bathroom alone. cuz of horror movies. i cant watch horror cuz im hyper imaginative. also stairs i have to force myself not to crawl and i can look pretty stupid climbing them sometimes. i think its cuz i balance like a weeble wobble. i be bobbling off of walls. and elevators cuz of final destination. but i get over myself.
57) whats one of your guilty pleasures?
i only have one i will not tell.
58) would you rather be a ghost or a vampire?
vampire nigga! im a menace. i be lurking in the shadows
59) what do you fear most?
that i will just die for some stupid fucking reason and never fufill or satisfy my needs of awesomeness. its not unrealistic. it happens. ive watched.
60) do you sleep with any plushies?
no. my cat snuggles w me sometimes. she likes to lay on my back or tummy. SHE LOVES ME!!
61) what hobby do you just not understand?
fortnite. to me id be the same as drinking a cup of someone elses vomit. but to each their own.
62) do you like the taste of alcohol?
i love the warmth
63) are you a hopeless romantic?
yes and niggas is not in my area :(. actually no its more like im socailly retarded. its actually both. i cannot practice my socal skills cuz why would i hang around these niggas?
64) which deadly sin best fits you?
prolly lust
65) which of your physical features do you like the most?
i have the best hair. it is like a blanket.
66) are your ears pierced?
yea but i cant wear jewlery. irritating.
67) have you ever been in a physical fight?
many. i like fighting. not that im good at it. im not.
68) where do you buy your clothes?
thrift or i take ppls old clothes
69) where would you live if you could live anywhere?
somewhere happening. in a warehouse. or garage. big open space nobody else wants. all for me.
70) do believe in magic? or is it all a trick?
the trick is the magic
71) have you read umineko when they cry? you should!
no
72) what is the worst chore to do?
anything pointless.
73) what did your parents almost name you?
genessa. ew
74) what would you want your name to be if you were not your current gender?
jenesa. ok but i head this dude called vinicious. thats a name.
75) what were your first words?
idk. mother tittie now. NOW!!!!
76) what do you want your last words to be?
i dont care. its about the mass of your actions.
77) when did you first regularly start going online?
8th grade. i need to understand what a meme was so i could stop embarrassing myself.
78) what year do you miss the most?
2018? that summer when hassan and jacob lived at my house for a month. the water got shut off so we stole a jug of water from the neighbors porch and flushed the toilet and made alfado.
79) are you psychic?
i am sesitive to things.
80) would you fuck a clone of yourself? you're not allowed to kill yourself.
we would say we shouldnt but we would. we would fight too becasue fighting is fun and nobody else wants to fight.
81) what do you use to listen to music?
stupid computer. want a mp3 player. i gotta boom box w some nice speakers for my cds. and a mini disc player/recorder. but the batteries always go so quickly. and cd's cost money.
82) whats the biggest city you've been to?
ny
83) favorite animal?
tiger
84) what web browser do you use?
chrome. unfortiunatly. but i gotta chrome book. and all my shit is here. i know that is not an apt excuse. i am lazy.
85) are you allergic to kitty cats???????????
no. i did have a reaction a few days ago. makes my face break out. but i cannot turn my baby cat away. if i dont love her who will?
86) do you like energy drinks?
do i drink battery acid and like my heart at 3x speed?
87) would ever spend money on tf2 unusuals/csgo skins/gacha pulls/etc
am i stupid?
88) when do you usually go to bed?
12 am idk. i sleep when everyone is awake.
89) how often do you wash your hair?
every 2 - 3 weeks
90) would you download a car?
yes
91) what was your favorite show as a kid?
ant farm?
92) whats the silliest hat you own?
tacky cowboy hat that says mexico on it. its gotta cool geko tattoo under the brim. mom got it for me when she was an a cruiz.
93) what album/song do you're feeling angsty
halsey - badlands radiohead - OK computer
94) do you make OCs?
yes but dont call it that. i be making characters.
95) whats the goofiest thing you do when completely alone?
every move i make is like a dance and all rythmic and twirlly. and my face jerks as bad memories come to mind.
96) do you like fireworks?
they are beautiful but the sound pisses me off.
97) favorite painter?
i strive for leyndecker. there are so many great great painters. cannot have a favorite really.
98) favorite numbers?
your question is not real
99) what genre of vidya gaems are you really good at? (fps, fightan, danmaku, racing, whatever)
video games give my headaches. only game ive been wiling to get sick for is splatoon.
100) time and date you finished this?
@1:53 pm
1) time and date u started this?
mon/oct/13 @11:57am
2) asl?
age: 21 sex: female (got that autistic androgyny) location: fuck ass town in texas
3) opinions on musicals?
good art is good art.
4) favorite snack?
i want a meal
5) have u ever been in love?
no. not romantically.
6) favorite pokemon?
i kinda hate pokemon. cuz all the consumerism and malls and stuff. not that the thing itself is bad.
7) mario kart main?
i dont like mario cart
8) tf2 main?
babba boui
9) do you laugh at youtube poops?
yea
10) are you listening to music right now?
yes listening to my song blue sky sun rise on repeat because it feels nice. wupple bou is a better name.
11) favorite shape?
dynamic shapes
12) do you believe in astrology?
i believe thoes great things outside of earth effect us itty bitty humans
13) do you believe in the occult?
there are things we do not understand. all legends come from truth. we find ways to explain it. most explainations are bull shit. lotta shit people just made up. we have been finding some explinations to esoteric phenonenon. infared sound can cause people to feel 'haunted' even see ghosts. the frequencies can resonate your eyeballs. make you see things. we have been able to record peoples electromagnetic fields or vibes.
14) opinions on vocaloid?
15) would you ever want to be a rockstar?
i am a rock star
16) do you easily get stressed?
to easy. but i think its more im put into stupid situations. putting a square in a round hole.
17) what is/was your favorite class in high school?
shop/art everything else was just fucking useless
18) what pokemon type would you be? dual types are allowed lol
jfdsjkdjhfga nfdh
19) rei or asuka?
20) favorite html tag?
not fond of any of them really. just know them.
21) are you religious?
spiritual
22) opinions on nightcore?
i havent the ground to speak on this subject
23) did you go through any major phase? (emo, goth, weeaboo, etc)
i was mute for a year. and i tried to avoid smiling. i wasnt tryna be nothing i just didnt want to talk to anybody. i was working through some heavy trama. not smiling i just wanted ppl to leave me alone.
24) are you good at drawing?
yes. it was like the only thing i did for like idk 7yrs. and it was that time when industry professinals were posting a lot of top quality lessions on yt.
25) do you crack your joints?
yup. i snap crackle and pop. not good ik.
26) do you read visual novels?
i like comics and that. but cost bones.
27) can you sew?
i can embroider.
28) can you cook?
salt veggies fried up w some meat(not chicken or pork). add broth to make soup. i can also make salad. and gf pizza.
29) most expensive thing you've bought?
idk i bought a ping pong table so i could bond w my family. but turns out we just dont like eachother in very fundamental ways.
i had to pay this woman off for backing into her car. i was high and my mom told me to back my car out the drive way. i told her i was high but she was like just do it. so i was like fine fuckever. and i reversed right into a door dash drivers car. they were delivering food to the neighbor. that ate so much of my fist money. i couldve used to get out. im so pissed about that. knew i wasnt good for it. ive learned to never trust my mothers judgment. ive been caught im my worst outfits becasue of her. the humiliation.
30) opinions on cosplay?
awesome
31) what's your most hated band/musician?
machine gun kelly. knew this cunt that gushed over this man. hes a white guy. a large boy. can some one play the dollz ew!!
32) are you a dramatic person?
idk am i? i feel like some people would say that, some would say im the opposite. id say i care about what i care about.
33) what emoticon do you use most?
:0
34) can a miracle certainly occur?
a miracale that it is
35) would you let a vampire suck ur blood?
if they were nice
36) do you have a celebrity crush?
to many. but celebrities are like literaly some of the hottest people. lenny kravitz lisa monet angalina jole dayrl hanna i like pretty girls and hot dudes. my list is endless.
37) do you like snow?
yea. cold weather is exilerating
38) were you really into greek mythology as a kid?
really like percy jackson. wanted to be at camp half blood.
39) what are some things you could competently deliver a speech on?
composition? why everything would be better if we designed our cities human scale. and were generally more whollistic and didnt try to pretend we are seperate from nature. um my knowlage is fractal
40) are you good at spelling?
no. if you are you are wrong.
41) which touhou wud u fuk?
the one that has your moms big fat stupid face on it
42) do you think there's going to be a robot takeover?
no. more a bunch of assholes using robots.
43) HAS SCIENCE GONE TOO FAR??!?!??!?!
not possible. only in the wrong direction.
44) would you be an angel or devil?
arent devils angels? i am not a partizen nigga. god will not make chose sides. i will do my own thing. punk ass control freak.
45) sine, cosine, or tangent?
never learned what this ment.
46) do you like licorice?
would i like to burn in hell untill the end of time and then the time after that and so on?
47) whats one thing you cant stand that everyone else loves?
idk. shopping. oh sugar. it makes me feel bad and i cant avoid cuz im poor and on that dollor general diet.
48) what books did you like as a kid?
si-fi novels ,graphic novels, ripley's believe it or not. eye spy. christmas catalogs. spy school percy jackson rabbit and robot diary of a wimpy kid
49) can you play any instruments?
played trumbone in middle school. cuz i like slide wistles. i play guitar now. not well.
50) what song would you want to play at your wedding?
im not getting married fuck off
51) do you believe in reincarnation?
we are recyled
52) finish the sentence: I'm just a guy who ______
is a guy who ______
53) have you been to another continent?
ive been near canada
54) whats your worst habit?
picking at my flesh. ugh. i have been spinning my pencil to try to keep me from it. it has been working.
55) favorite vegetable?
tomato
56) whats something stupid that scared the shit outta you as a kid?
at my dads house they put all my step bros old stuffed animals in my room on my sisters bed. they were all facing my bed there was alot of them. including a giant talking tiger. and i felt them staring at me every night. i would only go to sleep when i saw the morning light. also bathrooms. i pissed my self alot cuz i didnt want to go to the bathroom alone. cuz of horror movies. i cant watch horror cuz im hyper imaginative. also stairs i have to force myself not to crawl and i can look pretty stupid climbing them sometimes. i think its cuz i balance like a weeble wobble. i be bobbling off of walls. and elevators cuz of final destination. but i get over myself.
57) whats one of your guilty pleasures?
i only have one i will not tell.
58) would you rather be a ghost or a vampire?
vampire nigga! im a menace. i be lurking in the shadows
59) what do you fear most?
that i will just die for some stupid fucking reason and never fufill or satisfy my needs of awesomeness. its not unrealistic. it happens. ive watched.
60) do you sleep with any plushies?
no. my cat snuggles w me sometimes. she likes to lay on my back or tummy. SHE LOVES ME!!
61) what hobby do you just not understand?
fortnite. to me id be the same as drinking a cup of someone elses vomit. but to each their own.
62) do you like the taste of alcohol?
i love the warmth
63) are you a hopeless romantic?
yes and niggas is not in my area :(. actually no its more like im socailly retarded. its actually both. i cannot practice my socal skills cuz why would i hang around these niggas?
64) which deadly sin best fits you?
prolly lust
65) which of your physical features do you like the most?
i have the best hair. it is like a blanket.
66) are your ears pierced?
yea but i cant wear jewlery. irritating.
67) have you ever been in a physical fight?
many. i like fighting. not that im good at it. im not.
68) where do you buy your clothes?
thrift or i take ppls old clothes
69) where would you live if you could live anywhere?
somewhere happening. in a warehouse. or garage. big open space nobody else wants. all for me.
70) do believe in magic? or is it all a trick?
the trick is the magic
71) have you read umineko when they cry? you should!
no
72) what is the worst chore to do?
anything pointless.
73) what did your parents almost name you?
genessa. ew
74) what would you want your name to be if you were not your current gender?
jenesa. ok but i head this dude called vinicious. thats a name.
75) what were your first words?
idk. mother tittie now. NOW!!!!
76) what do you want your last words to be?
i dont care. its about the mass of your actions.
77) when did you first regularly start going online?
8th grade. i need to understand what a meme was so i could stop embarrassing myself.
78) what year do you miss the most?
2018? that summer when hassan and jacob lived at my house for a month. the water got shut off so we stole a jug of water from the neighbors porch and flushed the toilet and made alfado.
79) are you psychic?
i am sesitive to things.
80) would you fuck a clone of yourself? you're not allowed to kill yourself.
we would say we shouldnt but we would. we would fight too becasue fighting is fun and nobody else wants to fight.
81) what do you use to listen to music?
stupid computer. want a mp3 player. i gotta boom box w some nice speakers for my cds. and a mini disc player/recorder. but the batteries always go so quickly. and cd's cost money.
82) whats the biggest city you've been to?
ny
83) favorite animal?
tiger
84) what web browser do you use?
chrome. unfortiunatly. but i gotta chrome book. and all my shit is here. i know that is not an apt excuse. i am lazy.
85) are you allergic to kitty cats???????????
no. i did have a reaction a few days ago. makes my face break out. but i cannot turn my baby cat away. if i dont love her who will?
86) do you like energy drinks?
do i drink battery acid and like my heart at 3x speed?
87) would ever spend money on tf2 unusuals/csgo skins/gacha pulls/etc
am i stupid?
88) when do you usually go to bed?
12 am idk. i sleep when everyone is awake.
89) how often do you wash your hair?
every 2 - 3 weeks
90) would you download a car?
yes
91) what was your favorite show as a kid?
ant farm?
92) whats the silliest hat you own?
tacky cowboy hat that says mexico on it. its gotta cool geko tattoo under the brim. mom got it for me when she was an a cruiz.
93) what album/song do you're feeling angsty
halsey - badlands radiohead - OK computer
94) do you make OCs?
yes but dont call it that. i be making characters.
95) whats the goofiest thing you do when completely alone?
every move i make is like a dance and all rythmic and twirlly. and my face jerks as bad memories come to mind.
96) do you like fireworks?
they are beautiful but the sound pisses me off.
97) favorite painter?
i strive for leyndecker. there are so many great great painters. cannot have a favorite really.
98) favorite numbers?
your question is not real
99) what genre of vidya gaems are you really good at? (fps, fightan, danmaku, racing, whatever)
video games give my headaches. only game ive been wiling to get sick for is splatoon.
100) time and date you finished this?
@1:53 pm